Is this it? Is this all I have to look foreword to? Because I'm always wanting more than I have, and maybe that's wrong.
I found a girl who likes me, and I think I might have some direction finally, and it's nice to know I don't have to be Parker, I could just be me.
People like me, so why can't I like myself?
Maybe one day I'll be good enough for myself.

I just want some understanding- I'm totally lost, like a kid at a mall who has been separated from their, father. I just keep looking for him, and he's not there. he hasn't been there for 11 years. 
I WANT MY DADDY! 
I want comfort, I want to not be in the dark.
I want to be happy.
I want a reason to hope.