i'm standing still, standing still!

i missed our conversations-

"My God is only as big as I let him be and
I am not gonna limit my God with my disbelief
My God has always, always been there for me
and I am not gonna limit my God with uncertainty

I DON'T HAVE MUCH! (but it might amount to a mustard seed)
I beg for miracles and then I breathe
I scream for signs and wonders and then my heart keeps its beat"

that's all i was trying to say earlier, but... yeah.