i miss more than this, but i don't tell my secrets to anyone anymore.

as you can imagine. there are things i miss.

wouldn't it be nice to actually be straightedge, unlike most people i know. you aren't straightedge if you plan on breaking edge when you turn 18 or 21. so it is a serious thing to some people.

wouldn't it also be nice to smoke again. maybe it would be better if i had a bottle of vodka.