monday 7:45 am. "ah-hmm"

a new record- 7:15, my day reached an emotional peak, only to come crashing down all around me.

i mean i knew i would hear about it at some point.

and i honestly shouldn't care. it shouldn't bother me.

maybe i'm upset because it was my first.
maybe it's because of who they are.
maybe i'm just not able to do this yet.

all throughout first period i had to hold back from feeling any kind of emotion (tears). keep from flipping desks over and running out of the class. i was actually beyond fuming.

fuck him, you, those people who were my friends...


i think i might have just now realized that i'm alone here.


IanaMae HELP ME PLEASE!!