i wonder if sometimes i go to far.

9! that is the number you left on me, deep deep in there.

you tried to have eleven, but those two left.

they are dead and gone. no one knows the trouble it caused. 

i was stripped bare, naked, everyone was staring at the dead corpse.

i had to start over, from the very foundation of life.

9! that's all that's left. 

9! that's all you are to me, just a number.

let's get real... i used to cut myself. but now, there is hope, a promise.