i can't lie, i felt betrayed when you first told me.
and i was pissed today. i ran and ran, then when i got to the school, i collapsed and started crying. i couldn't get up but i did, and i changed the song, and kept running. i made it around the theater, around the six hundred building. into the gym. and i cried some more.
but i'm not upset at you. i was upset that it wasn't me. but i know that it probably won't ever be, we know how these things end. neither of us will be happy. (i felt like i had to compete to be what you wanted. you loved him and not me for a reason, right?)
i should have been honest with you from the start.
i still love you. and even him.
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