i was reading through my blogs from quite some time ago, and there were re occurring words and phrases like "i love you" and "i'm pathetic." i wasn't a happy kid.

but i am now. and i haven't been able to form thought like Keats, Path, e.e. cummings, or any notable romantics. it's like when i'm trying to speak spanish, i understand it, just don't ask me to reiterate what was said (for fear of plagiarism.)