so i am not going to drink, unless i'm old enough, or someone spikes my drink. i will not smoke (that's the end of it). i will not do drugs, because that seem like a big commitment.
i was cleaning my room out today, and there was this shirt that i hadn't worn in a while. it said stay edge. and i just thought that i didn't want to let (you) Antonio down. i reclaimed Edge because i thought "why not? i's a good thing, it's healthy living. alcoholism runs it the family" but so here i am, still Straight Edge, but barely holding on. (and lets be real i broke edge two-ish years ago) those damn cigarettes, and i love the taste of alcohol. it's a difficult situation. i'm still going to try, and the day that i'm not anymore, i'll tell you. and i don't want you to be upset. i've talked to you before.
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