i spent all day being "tired" well really only when i was around you. that was the emotional capacity i've had lately. not being able to deal with things. but i hope that you, this thing can get better.


and hey, listen, my love, i was happy around you, today. like real happiness. you bring that out of me i guess. i just wish that sometimes i had that feeling on my own. but i still really like you. so you giving me happiness is no big deal.