i think that people blow things way out of proportion. take a fear, spiders for example. spiders, a majority of the time won't hurt you. and won't even bother you. but when we see them we react with this horrible, spine-tingling scream. and i think that the same reaction, applies to anything that we react to in life. i have a friend. and she's really nice, her life is a nice life. she has a lot of the things that are truly essential to living. a home, food and countless friends with relationships like boulders. she looks at her life as though what she has isn't good enough. and i don't understand what would make it better. maybe another Joey. but people love her, and people don't love everyone else. boys give her attention, but still in her eyes she doesn't think that she is beautiful.
      i don't know what more you want out of life. whatever it is i hope that you get it, and you finally wind up happy. because i'm tired of hearing how your life sucks. it doesn't. and no... i hope you don't get what you want, i hope that you realize that what you have is enough. because it is.